Hey! I haven’t been on here in a while, so I thought I’d give a brief update. I’ve been doing better with my depression, like I can control it a little better. I still have relapses into it but I haven’t given in to my addiction for about 8 or 9 months now. Hopefully over the summer things will continue to get better. Thanks for listening tumblr-world.
To be completely and totally honest, I’m tired. Tired of lying to the people I love about how I feel. Tired of forcing a smile, while inside I’m screaming. I wanna actually be happy, not just fake it.
Love isn’t always necessarily shared between people. Love isn’t always positive. Love is acknowledging that the relationship is one sided; that they don’t care and they truly never have. Love is knowing this, and still not being ready to let go just yet. Love is hoping with every ounce of your…
It’s a lonely life.
On this journey to go from Supergirl to Superwoman, I’ve been abandoned, heartbroken & left to fall apart to nothing.
To rot in my own personal abyss.
I will not give up, fade, or falter.
I will stand strong and become the woman I’m meant to be, I may be grown in age, but my strength has diminished.
I believed I had found my Superman, but apparently I am not enough for him….
But I will not break.
I will NOT break!
Patience. Have patience. They say. You know how his temper is. They say.
Its only so much a person can take, and only so much patience a pacifist has.
No longer will I give my life for you. No longer will my smile be your sunrise, or my kiss your sunset. I am not your Supergirl anymore. Save yourself.
